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How I want to keep it

by Claudia Heidegger

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Once I was a painter, I could paint your pain away, but there’s a price to pay… once I was your pain, I could have kissed your scars away, but there’s a price to pay… once I was a poet who would walk the street along as long as someone cared once I was a poem and I tried to change the world until I grew too scared Where’s your love, my love? – I promise I will stay Where’s your love, my love? – so you can fly away left you on the rain, I could have watched you fly away, but that’s no price to pay left you in the rain, that’s your price to pay Once I was a song, I could have spread the word that love is not the one to blame once I thought the fear to disappear within a tear would always stay the same once I was a preacher who won’t listen to herself, to what her heart would say once I was a prayer no one prayed, they were too scared that I could fade away Where’s your love, my love? ... Once I was a song and there was no one I belonged to, life was just a game… Love won’t last for long, I might be lost, I might be strong, might be the one to blame…
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Stuck 02:59
I’m stuck with a scent that I don’t even remember how I wanted to keep it how I wanted to keep it I’d like to think it was nice and warm and real how I wanted to feel it how I wanted to feel it how I wanted to feel what I didn’t feel Stranger, be prepared this time we won’t go unheard we don’t own what we once shared but know, that your life is yours to keep I’m stuck in a dream that I don’t dare dreaming how I wanted to see it how I wanted to see it I lie to myself so it won’t come true how I wanted to be it how I wanted to be it how I wanted to be what I’ve never been Stranger, be prepared this time we won’t go unheard we don’t own what we once shared but know, that your life is yours to keep I’m stuck in a life that scares me to death it keep s me alive, it’s taking my breath I’m scared of my life and I’m scared of death please keep me alive, please don’t take my breath I’m stuck… I’m stuck… I’m stuck…. Stuck in a life that scares me to death… how I want to keep it!…
3.
When you gave me your word I didn’t listen when you gave me your soul I didn’t care when you gave me your heart I thought something was missing something that never was there When you wrote me a song I thought it was kind of cute when you stole me a rose you made me smile it went on for a while and we started kissing but maybe I just wasn’t there When you promised me love I didn’t listen when you promised to stay I didn’t care when we danced in the snow I knew something was missing something that never was there When I wrote you a song I didn’t mean what I said whenI saw your rose it made me sad it went on for a while, we started kissing and someone said we were a pair I don’t mean to be cruel when I don’t listen I don’t think you’re a fool because you care I can’t tell you why, but something was missing… Maybe life just isn’t fair?…
4.
Somewhere on the road I lost my life though I didn’t mean to give it up it was getting dark when I sold your lies but I kept your song in my frame of mind Somewhere in the night you lost my love though I didn’t mean to let it go it was getting late when we drowned inside but you kept your word, left my soul behind Now I’m trying to find my way in a kingdom far far away don’t ask me if I wanna stay in a kingdom far far away for my home is not a castle and this castle is no home we all drink, we’re getting married and seek shelter from the storm. Somewhere in the snow I found my fears though I didn’t mean to let them show it was getting cold, I was cold inside couldn’t keep me safe from this state of mind Now I’m trying... Somewhere in the pain I kept my faith though I didn’t try to hold it up but I’m feeling strong, mad and unrefined as I try to find any peace of mind
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Lose your mind and close the door close your eyes and count to three count to three, don’t wait for more you’re not gonna sleep tonight Step inside and let’s be friends hold on tight and dig too deep the sky’s the limit – I’m feeling cheap you’re not gonna sleep tonight I don’t mind that I don’t want to touch you when you close the door and turn out the light I close my eyes, I count to three Feel my heart beat before you leave my house, my soul, my body it’s cold outside, I sold my pride you’re not gonna sleep tonight…

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released June 4, 2012

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Claudia Heidegger: vocals, guitar, violin, glockenspiel
Matt Bruce: bass
Harpal Mudhar: drums, percussion
Recording - Michael Page [thecombinationof]

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Claudia Heidegger Vienna, Austria

Austrian modern medieval folk artist Claudia Heidegger is telling stories in a 'Kingdom Far Far Away'. Tales about life, love, fears and hopes, and about the struggle of finding yourself in a world both terrifyingly beautiful and beautifully terrifying. "Trinity" an album project based on the concepts of religion, church and spirituality is due for release in 2015. ... more

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